so now that i'm out of school, i have a lot of time on my hands since i haven't been able to find a job yet at home. it's no fun, honestly. i really want to work. i have called so many places back that i applied to, and i'm just not having any luck. hopefully things look up soon. but all this time on my hands is making me think more and more about things i want for my birthday all the way in august. since i got married, i haven't really been able to justify buying many things for myself since we need money for groceries and bills. i had christmas money that i held onto for months and finally used at modcloth and have had it as store credit ever since. here's a list of things i've had my eye on that i'd really like to have!

LUSH cosmetics - ocean salt face wash.

go ahead and try telling me this stuff doesn't look amazing! maybe it's the color of it that i want the most, hahah! but honestly i think i want to give it a shot. i wish it wasn't so expensive. there's a LUSH store in pittsburgh, or i could order it online. i think i want to check out the store. i just don't want to get addicted to the stuff, because it's just too pricey for my taste.

Along For the Ride Dress - Modcloth

this dress, oh my gosh! i want it so badly. i just don't know if i can justify buying it for $92... but i currently have $60 in modcloth credit but i still don't know. i have not had a lot of luck with their products. in my experiences, their dresses have either been designed poorly or lack in quality. the last yellow dress i bought there was great, though. we will see.

Splish, 'Stache Swimsuit Top

this has to be one of the most adorable swimsuit tops i have ever seen! my husband thinks it's a little juvenile and "middle-school"-esque but i love it. i love the bow on it so much, too. it's out of stock in my size, though and if i buy it i want it now so i have it all summer.

that's all i've got for now, i'm sure i'll be posting about things i have my eye on for my birthday wishlist quite often! hahah.